(no subject)
I'm having so much trouble letting go of shit.
I love where I am, I love how much progress I've made, I love that I'm graduating in a year and that I'm happy and I have great friends and a supportive family.
But lately I've just been remembering where I was last year, and it's getting me down. I miss being carefree, crazy, compulsive, in love, living at home and everything was so familiar. Lack of communication with people I used to be close to upsets me, one person in particular. I know it's for the better that people move on and leave friends behind so I don't get sucked into the same ol shit, but I'm still holding fast to everything I was passionate about. I don't know. I'd feel better if some of you would say hi every now and then. Even if you don't think I want to hear from you, I do. If you were ever my friend, leave a comment, send an IM, just let me know how you're doing. I'd really appreciate that.
Love<33always
I love where I am, I love how much progress I've made, I love that I'm graduating in a year and that I'm happy and I have great friends and a supportive family.
But lately I've just been remembering where I was last year, and it's getting me down. I miss being carefree, crazy, compulsive, in love, living at home and everything was so familiar. Lack of communication with people I used to be close to upsets me, one person in particular. I know it's for the better that people move on and leave friends behind so I don't get sucked into the same ol shit, but I'm still holding fast to everything I was passionate about. I don't know. I'd feel better if some of you would say hi every now and then. Even if you don't think I want to hear from you, I do. If you were ever my friend, leave a comment, send an IM, just let me know how you're doing. I'd really appreciate that.
Love<33always