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Today I bought a red Mackintosh coat from the 60's and a Red Leather wallet with gold detailing.
I am finally on a sort of normal sleep schedule. Today is the first day in a long, long time that I haven't felt absolutely insane. This week I have seen the sun three days. Sean is gone and the apartment is so quiet. My father has made a train reservation for friday morning at 10 A.M.
I don't know. I don't know. I don't believe I have ever been in love! I am ready to get out of this apartment. I am ready to stop being alone for twenty hours a day with Bergman films and magazines and the books that I can't stop buying. Two weeks ago I bought an astrology book, last week it was Madness and Civilization. This week it is a book about neo-romanesque architecture, an illustrated pamphlet of Exotic Vegetables and a children's book featuring a white rabbit.
I am finally on a sort of normal sleep schedule. Today is the first day in a long, long time that I haven't felt absolutely insane. This week I have seen the sun three days. Sean is gone and the apartment is so quiet. My father has made a train reservation for friday morning at 10 A.M.
I don't know. I don't know. I don't believe I have ever been in love! I am ready to get out of this apartment. I am ready to stop being alone for twenty hours a day with Bergman films and magazines and the books that I can't stop buying. Two weeks ago I bought an astrology book, last week it was Madness and Civilization. This week it is a book about neo-romanesque architecture, an illustrated pamphlet of Exotic Vegetables and a children's book featuring a white rabbit.