Wow, I can't believe my stupidity.

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So, I'm sure you've all pretty much figured out what's happening.
Assuming, of course, you didn't already know.
I really hate myself for it.
I miss Sarah.
She was such an awesome friend, and I'm an idiot.
What was I thinking?
God, I've screwed everything up.

I want to email Sarah; tell her I love her; that I'm sorry for everything.
But, I know her, and I know it wouldn't solve anything.
I will, anyway, but nothing will come of it.
I just... I care about her so much - she's such a great person and a wonderful friend - and I can't just lose her without trying to apologize.

I just... I wish everyone wasn't fighting because of it.
I wish I would have put more thought into it.
I'm so afraid of making everything worse for Sarah.

I love you all.
Especially you, Sarah.
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Kt