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I can’t pretend things are okay when clearly they are not.
I find extreme difficulty in telling people how I feel
because of the misconception of my own feelings.
my feelings towards anything and everything change so constantly,
its difficult to keep track.
I'm sick of letting people run my life.
I finally found something that makes me immensely happy.
Though, few disapprove of him.
These few do all they can to keep us apart.
Although it is not working,
it still puts a damper in my situation,
confusing myself trying to make people happy
forgetting what really means something to me
and tossing it all away like it is yesterdays newspaper.
I dont know what I am speaking of now,
I will probably feel differently about this tomorrow.
I just did not want it to go unsaid