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Sometimes, it feels the pressure of the entire world lies upon your shoulders.
Today was one of those days.
Actually, it's been a difficult week in general. Friend issues, family issues, school issues, etc. I want to wrap all of those pestering issues into one big ball and shove them into my closet. I never can find anything in there anyway.
What is more difficult thatn the pressure is the pressure of dealing with it. Having to keep pleasentries with everyone, balancing school and life, making time for family with these expectations.
Don't get me wrong - I only really use this thing for venting. I've had some great things happen lately. National History Day is going much better this year, and its nice to be able to be there for others when they need it. But I think I've become so wrapped up in trying to be up to par with too many people that I've stopped focusing on the things that matter. Namely, my own sanity.
Maybe we could all just use a break when its been one of these days. A little support wouldn't hurt either.
Today was one of those days.
Actually, it's been a difficult week in general. Friend issues, family issues, school issues, etc. I want to wrap all of those pestering issues into one big ball and shove them into my closet. I never can find anything in there anyway.
What is more difficult thatn the pressure is the pressure of dealing with it. Having to keep pleasentries with everyone, balancing school and life, making time for family with these expectations.
Don't get me wrong - I only really use this thing for venting. I've had some great things happen lately. National History Day is going much better this year, and its nice to be able to be there for others when they need it. But I think I've become so wrapped up in trying to be up to par with too many people that I've stopped focusing on the things that matter. Namely, my own sanity.
Maybe we could all just use a break when its been one of these days. A little support wouldn't hurt either.