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Yumi visited me yesterday... it was quite pleasant. We walked around the mountain region mainly, chatting like nothing was wrong.
I noticed that when I hinted at the issue with her father, she seemed to quickly change the topic. (But perhaps I'm reading too much into it...)
We shared many laughs. She chased me around when I suggested something to do with... Ulrich and her, though it was good-natured fun. Finally she caught me and taunted me about Jeremie, but unlike her I am unembarrassed to be as close to him as I consider myself to be, so she really had nothing on me. ^_^
(Except for, perhaps, a metal fan. But she *wouldn't* *dare*. ^_~)
We talked a bit more after that, but then Yumi said she had to devirtualize herself. And she did.
I have to say, though... as well as I believe the visit went, there was a certain... feeling.... underneath of everything else. Maybe it was the look in her eyes. They looked.... different. Strange. She's been beaten and destroyed... by one that she was brought up to trust with her life.
I suppose what I should really be asking is how she could contain herself. I wouldn't be able to handle the feelings in me if I were her... the feeling of betrayal by one you love.
I did feel somewhat better after seeing her again, finally. I guess that's what really matters.
=Aelita
I noticed that when I hinted at the issue with her father, she seemed to quickly change the topic. (But perhaps I'm reading too much into it...)
We shared many laughs. She chased me around when I suggested something to do with... Ulrich and her, though it was good-natured fun. Finally she caught me and taunted me about Jeremie, but unlike her I am unembarrassed to be as close to him as I consider myself to be, so she really had nothing on me. ^_^
(Except for, perhaps, a metal fan. But she *wouldn't* *dare*. ^_~)
We talked a bit more after that, but then Yumi said she had to devirtualize herself. And she did.
I have to say, though... as well as I believe the visit went, there was a certain... feeling.... underneath of everything else. Maybe it was the look in her eyes. They looked.... different. Strange. She's been beaten and destroyed... by one that she was brought up to trust with her life.
I suppose what I should really be asking is how she could contain herself. I wouldn't be able to handle the feelings in me if I were her... the feeling of betrayal by one you love.
I did feel somewhat better after seeing her again, finally. I guess that's what really matters.
=Aelita