The Irony Of Dying On Your Birthday
Just know
We are
A spec
In time.
So follow your bliss
And destroy the beauty
I'll lock myself alone in a room
Drink until the clock strikes noon
With just a pen, a pill, and some paper
And maybe I will write a sad song
Or another cliche poem
Of the person that I long to be
I wanna die like Jim Morrison
A fucking rock star
I wanna die like god on the cover of time.
Just a blink and it's gone
So baby pour some fame in my glass.
So kill the forest
And destroy the beauty.
I'll lock myself alone in a room
Drink until the clock strikes noon
With just a pen, a pill, and some paper
And maybe I will write a sad song
Or another cliche poem
Of the person that I long to be
(Colors blind)
the eyes
(Sounds deafen)
the ear
(Flavors numb)
the taste
(Thoughts weaken)
the mind
I'll attack someone with a switchblade knife
So that I can see their pain
I choose to be a serial killer
'Cause the victims don't get any fame.
I'll lock myself alone in a room
Drink until the clock strikes noon
With just a pen, a pill, and some paper
And maybe I will write a sad song
Or another cliche poem
Of the person that I long to be
Just know we are a spec in time
Well, i seem to lack the ability to update this thing. Mostly cause i don't find the time or i just simply don't have the time. I work a lot and school has me pretty tied up...
Recently, i have been in a somewhat confusing situation. Well, it's about girls. I have a friend in South Georgia, Fitzgerald and she has been my best friend for about 6 or 7 years and she knows me the best out of anyone who has ever known me. Well, i don't get to talk to her as much as i like cause there is something about her that just holds in comfort for me. But i've missed her for the longest time and i think the feelings of missing her evolved into real emotional feelings for her. I felt like they were strong but then we talked things through and to come to conclusions, i did infact like her because i was missing her so much and now i have the comfort that i always do and i don't have those feelings for her anymore. And another one of my really good friends, i found out she has strong feelings for me and my friend from Fitzgerald and her are friends and i told the other friend i liked the girl down south and it broke her heart and now i'm in the process of mending that heart. i don't know if we should date. i mean she is so much fun and we're always just fucking around. i don't know what to do...
i'm out.
peace. loveage.<3