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Portrayals from underneath
How’s it look inside?
From here I only see reflections of me,
Stuck inside this skin,
Gets harder to break from within,
I see your lips moving, but they don’t mean a word,
As well as your eyes do of hate
Your heartbeat,
It flutters by like a thousand butterflies,
I feel you so close by,
But I can’t help to hear you a million miles away,
I can’t help tonight,
But from your voice I dig my grave,
I’ve closed my eyes and have no words to say,
Except I love you and I hate you
From down below, I have been avenged.
Secrets I never told.
I wrote the above poem in 10minutes…so if you think it’s bad, I’d accept your opinion. And + my heart felt shattered as I wrote it.
I've had a pretty stressed this week and i'm becoming exhausted way to fast before the week is over. I'm handling pretty well so far, but i swear i'll collapse before it's over. My job isn't so stressing, it's just so much of the walking so much and never really sitting down that blows to the top. Other than that i've been depressed some. broke a heart, i want a love but i can't have that love so as for my regards go, i'm left alone. I need it to rain down immediately over me with cash so i can get out of my house. My mom keeps rushing bullshit down my throat about i don't give a shit about anything and she's really stressing me out. So...i want out.
Anyway, don't feel like updating on emotional bullshit. So, instead i will write about what's going down tonight. i'm going to the Roxy with Matt R. and going to watch a few shows and mostly to see Flogging Molly. His ma's gonna drop us off and pick us up. So...YAY Matt's mom. I'm leaving work with Matt. He's picking me up. I can't wait. I'm going to dance without my pants and potentially meet all the ladies.
How’s it look inside?
From here I only see reflections of me,
Stuck inside this skin,
Gets harder to break from within,
I see your lips moving, but they don’t mean a word,
As well as your eyes do of hate
Your heartbeat,
It flutters by like a thousand butterflies,
I feel you so close by,
But I can’t help to hear you a million miles away,
I can’t help tonight,
But from your voice I dig my grave,
I’ve closed my eyes and have no words to say,
Except I love you and I hate you
From down below, I have been avenged.
Secrets I never told.
I wrote the above poem in 10minutes…so if you think it’s bad, I’d accept your opinion. And + my heart felt shattered as I wrote it.
I've had a pretty stressed this week and i'm becoming exhausted way to fast before the week is over. I'm handling pretty well so far, but i swear i'll collapse before it's over. My job isn't so stressing, it's just so much of the walking so much and never really sitting down that blows to the top. Other than that i've been depressed some. broke a heart, i want a love but i can't have that love so as for my regards go, i'm left alone. I need it to rain down immediately over me with cash so i can get out of my house. My mom keeps rushing bullshit down my throat about i don't give a shit about anything and she's really stressing me out. So...i want out.
Anyway, don't feel like updating on emotional bullshit. So, instead i will write about what's going down tonight. i'm going to the Roxy with Matt R. and going to watch a few shows and mostly to see Flogging Molly. His ma's gonna drop us off and pick us up. So...YAY Matt's mom. I'm leaving work with Matt. He's picking me up. I can't wait. I'm going to dance without my pants and potentially meet all the ladies.