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Things are so much better and im feeling fxcking fantastic atm..
the ripples of stress in my veins have slowly disintergrated into nothingness...and happiness now occurs in every cell...bone...and muscle in my body...nothing could make what im feeling right now bad...IM IN FXCKING BLISS...finally
I had a reasonably good nights sleep last night...not great..but a hell of a lot better then any other nights sleep ive had for the past week,..
Im at Tom's atm...We've layed in the garden under the stars and it was amazing...great songs playing from the computer...
Tom played piano and i sung a few songs to...and its just so.......erm....fxcking great basically...i ahvent been this happy for ages and i dont want this to end...
Sometimes i get the impression people think i fxck guys around...but im not like that...if i seem like it...i dont mean to...but i love tom [je tombe dans l'amour] nothing could make this time more perfect atm and nothing will bring me down....
Im not feeling tired...but i klnow if i went to bed id sleep...im so fxcking relaxed...I think thats my whole problem with sleeping...a relaxation thing...
And that time when i really didnt feel at home at mine...and to be honest i still sdont really...Ive found somewhere where i feel at home...finally...
We're just about to share a pinascollada [or however its spelt] How exciting...then probably bed...
I cant wait to fall asleep next to him again and wake up next to him in the morning...
I'll update whenever i feel the need =DDD
Thats all xx <33333