Jun 06, 2004 20:45
I haven't updated because there's really not much to say anymore. Ben and I have been able to see eachother, things aren't wow great but they're not bad. I barely saw him last night and already I miss him. Blah. I've been driving alot lately. I hate it. Chico went back to Brazil to see familia on Friday. He cried as he left, I didn't. That makes me an insensitive asshole, right? At the airport, my dad told Chico that he loved him. Maybe I'm just retarded but it hurts to hear my dad tell someone that he's known for 6 months that he loves them when I was told, "I don't love you, get the hell out of my house." I don't know what to expect now that Chico's gone. Dad drinking again? Possibly. Rocio getting kicked out again? Who knows. Tito, Tanya and now Maribel all live in Austin so yeah. I'm the only one left. Poopie.