fuck it.
I'm sorry that everything is so fucked up.
I'm sorry because it IS my fault... I brought it upon myself. theres noone to blame but me.
I don't know what else to do. No matter what happens.. I still feel so horrible about everything.. and I won't be able to forgive myself.. at least not tonight.
So until I feel I can stop, I am going to keep apologizing.. I don't know exactly what for, but I don't care.
so again 100 times over...
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry because it IS my fault... I brought it upon myself. theres noone to blame but me.
I don't know what else to do. No matter what happens.. I still feel so horrible about everything.. and I won't be able to forgive myself.. at least not tonight.
So until I feel I can stop, I am going to keep apologizing.. I don't know exactly what for, but I don't care.
so again 100 times over...
I'm sorry.