Dec 18, 2004 22:00
Woke up, got ready and made plans with Matt. WE hung out at the mall for 4 hours until i had to go to work. (I seriously ignored every call and everyone that tried to talk to me loololol, and he tried to buy me stuff, nevvverrr!) As much as i hate the mall i really enjoyed hanging out with him, even though we talked about sean a few times and it got kinda weird. lool. Anyway, his mom kinda got mad that we didn't go to the entrance at four, but she was really nice about it and she even remebered me! :D I felt special since I had only met her once about 2 months ago. I had so much fun today, But going to work just kinda brought me down and I realized that I shouldn't do what makes me unhappy. I ignored everyone for Ben's family today. I love them so much they're awesome. And around 9 i left early and almost quit. But i got really sick so. I'm here, shivering, really sick waiting for Ben or Matt to get online :| I'm so happy. I'm really REALLY happy.
So far this is what I've gotten for christmas:
I got a "Pirates of the internet" shirt from Ben, and probably something else i don't remeber. Kamaria and Shelly got me chocolate. Phae gave me her old Eva stuff. Tristan got me my zebra cell phone cover. And Bainter gave me amethyst earrings.
Other than that, I haven't gotten anybody shit, because no one gave me anything. The only people I have yet to buy for is Ben, Matt Turse, my family, and maybe Matt R. Thats it. Everyone else can burn in hell. :D This christmas isn't much of a turn out this year, but I might get the Sims Urbz :D (from Ben Wyatt). Maybe I'll get Willy, Kevin or Rachel something. Theyre really cool. But, Tabby needs a DK something.
EDIT: I hate the feeling of the fuckign past. But he promised. So I'm still hanging on until tommrrow. Clean slate, remember? You promised. Please don't look back.