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As simple as I can, I'll tell you the differene between a pencil & a pen
& where it will leave us, now as your body lets you die, & I sit here
still alive. In my memory I wrote you down in ink. I never wanted to erase
your story even with the tragedy it brings. -EMERY
"Don't despise who you are right now. You can never progress without accepting who you are right now in the moment & where you are. Things just don't work that way." Dr. Ron Cottell [sp?]
Church this morning was good. We had to go to Chapel because the above mentioned guest was preaching & Core was cancelled to sit in on his sermon. But I was alright with that after he got started. He was older but being that, he made me laugh with his movements. I sat with my mother & she held my hand half the time, I'm not sure why but I don't mind. I don't get time with her anymore it seems. Well this weekend I did though. Because both my brother & sister were away & my mom & myself painted my room. Which I now love. Alot. So we did do that, then we had to go retrive my little brother from my granparents, which was a drama in the making, because he is spoiled & bratty & grumpy from staying there. Ugh, you may not know how annoying little siblings are sometimes. But I dealt, singing while I was driving until he was a bigger brat & made my mom turn off the radio. When it was her idea to "warm up my voice" for choir tryouts tonight. 6:30 will be do or die for me, considering I haven't sung for anyone in ages. =S I'm nevrous already.
Right now, I have to pee really bad, but I want to finish this first. Yesterday after the car-wash I had to go get a phsyical for my camp & blah blah blah. That was horrible. First off I didn't have my glasses & my eyesight has gotten worse I think & they made fun of me in a way they didn't mean to but, my mom wouldn't stop laughing. >8[ And then to make things worse, they had to weigh me & I definitley gained mucho poundage. EWWWW @ ME. Ugh I was devastated. Honestly. Im a cow anyways, this was bad. I was very upset, but I'm a trooper & sucked it up, as usual. So today, I'm dieting. No soda, no juice. I drink water. I only eat meals. Lunch & Dinner since I don't eat brekfast anyways. I suck though so don't worry about fat little old me. Ew.
So that happened. & then idk. We finished my room yesterday & uh now I'm here writing to you. I love you so comment & I'm out.
<3
[edit] Daniel is a very smart boy. & I'm glad he is ; Ryan, your car is amazing. Liz I miss you. Nickie, I'm here, promise. Everyone else, I LOVE YOU.
[edit#2]
Quiz I stole from Ryan, I think it fits well =]
The Keys to Your Heart
You are attracted to good manners and elegance.
In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.
You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.
Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage something you've always wanted... though you haven't really thought about it.
In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.
What Are The Keys To Your Heart?
& where it will leave us, now as your body lets you die, & I sit here
still alive. In my memory I wrote you down in ink. I never wanted to erase
your story even with the tragedy it brings. -EMERY
"Don't despise who you are right now. You can never progress without accepting who you are right now in the moment & where you are. Things just don't work that way." Dr. Ron Cottell [sp?]
Church this morning was good. We had to go to Chapel because the above mentioned guest was preaching & Core was cancelled to sit in on his sermon. But I was alright with that after he got started. He was older but being that, he made me laugh with his movements. I sat with my mother & she held my hand half the time, I'm not sure why but I don't mind. I don't get time with her anymore it seems. Well this weekend I did though. Because both my brother & sister were away & my mom & myself painted my room. Which I now love. Alot. So we did do that, then we had to go retrive my little brother from my granparents, which was a drama in the making, because he is spoiled & bratty & grumpy from staying there. Ugh, you may not know how annoying little siblings are sometimes. But I dealt, singing while I was driving until he was a bigger brat & made my mom turn off the radio. When it was her idea to "warm up my voice" for choir tryouts tonight. 6:30 will be do or die for me, considering I haven't sung for anyone in ages. =S I'm nevrous already.
Right now, I have to pee really bad, but I want to finish this first. Yesterday after the car-wash I had to go get a phsyical for my camp & blah blah blah. That was horrible. First off I didn't have my glasses & my eyesight has gotten worse I think & they made fun of me in a way they didn't mean to but, my mom wouldn't stop laughing. >8[ And then to make things worse, they had to weigh me & I definitley gained mucho poundage. EWWWW @ ME. Ugh I was devastated. Honestly. Im a cow anyways, this was bad. I was very upset, but I'm a trooper & sucked it up, as usual. So today, I'm dieting. No soda, no juice. I drink water. I only eat meals. Lunch & Dinner since I don't eat brekfast anyways. I suck though so don't worry about fat little old me. Ew.
So that happened. & then idk. We finished my room yesterday & uh now I'm here writing to you. I love you so comment & I'm out.
<3
[edit] Daniel is a very smart boy. & I'm glad he is ; Ryan, your car is amazing. Liz I miss you. Nickie, I'm here, promise. Everyone else, I LOVE YOU.
[edit#2]
Quiz I stole from Ryan, I think it fits well =]
The Keys to Your Heart
You are attracted to good manners and elegance.
In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.
You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.
Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage something you've always wanted... though you haven't really thought about it.
In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.
What Are The Keys To Your Heart?