'you have a deep appreciation for the arts and music' --so true.
I hated going to the doctor, SO much. I spent an hour and a half crying ... how the hell is that supposed to help me?
Things Discussed with 'Doctor':
- Me stealing money from my parents
- Me taking my parents Discover card
- Me lying
- Me drinking alcohol
- Me drinking robitussin (I don't do it anymore)
- My friends at school
- My brother -- relationship
- Dad (real)
- Dad (step -- Bob)
- Me being grounded for to long
- My grades
- Me getting my trust back
At the end of my talk with the lady my mom came back in and said something about how she went through all my notes and read them all .... and how she um, read my journal. GOD, that pissed me off more than anything. I mean, that is my private stuff. GOD! Yeah, I cried ... I mean, they didn't say anything bad, but there was stuff I just don't want my mom knowing about. Gr.
But yes, they are going to discuss how long I'm grounded ... my mom said at the beginning of the session is was down to April 1st, but I think the lady might convince her to let me off for certain days if I'm good and such ... AND I get to go to the Raceway Woods show thingy at my school on Friday. YAY!
Steve visited me at work today, it was amazing. I feel bad, he had to see me right after I had finished crying .. so I wasn't in the best of mood and I was blotchy and ugly, but I cheered up after awhile. Marianne made him leave after awhile because she said he was distracting me from my work? Argh. And then I tried to find him later on, but he was missing. Gr. Stupid boys.