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well...maybe i shouldnt of just suddenly stopped taking the lexapro....because sometimes i feel fine...and then suddenly i feel really low out of nowhere...im a fuckin idiot...anyways...the show last night was awesome...me and big sure made an impression...just standing there drinkin beer and watchin everybody....it was good seein all yall at the show...you kno who you are....anyways...then we went up to books a million...and then to publix and me and big chilled with all the guys.....strickland, sean, brandon, greg, garrett, chuck, mike...the usuals lol....and katie and megan kinda just sat in my car and listened to taking back sunday which was really LOUD lol...but it was cute....then on the way home i got suddenly sad because i thought about something that i shouldnt have...because its pointless to think about it or even feel that way....i sware to god if i could take control of my feelings i would...because im not supposed to feel that way....but i just cannot help it....if it matters enough...then ask...if not dont worry about it...its a personal thing....but then we went back to bigs house...passed out..and now im here....about to go to band practice...later