This is for Emily

[__missworld__]

I am dead because I lack desire.
I lack desire because I think I posess.
I think I possess because I do not try to give.
Trying to give, you see that you have nothing.
Seeing you have nothing, you try to give of yourself.
Seeing you are nothing you desire to become.
In desiring to become, you begin to live.

-Renee Daumal

(I can't spell right now, sorry.)