story time.
okay so once upon a time there was a 15 year old girl (who's name is ME) that was really ugly & overweight. she met a boy named cj on november 1 who thought
she was the most gorgeous girl ever. he asked her out that night. they thought they were in love. they dated for a month, & then he moved away on december 11.
they tried to make distance work. but constant fights occured & eventually the guy let this girl go. a few months went by without talking & the guy called the girl. he put up a fight & won her over again. he came down that summer to see her. every memory came back & they thought they were in love again. they fought more & stopped talking. this repeated for two years. so on october 20, 2005 the guy calls the girl & says that he loves her, that he's moving back in december,
& that fate will bring us together. the girl knows that no matter what happens,
this boy will always be in her heart because he was her first love. it just really blows my mind that two years ago we were talking about marrying eachother someday. & now we're old enough to do that. me & him have really just grown up together. i told him that if we were really meant to be, that we'll find eachother when he moves down. that fate will bring us together & we'll try things again.
i really should stop falling back to guys in my past.
but saying that he isn't important to me, would be lying.
he's played a significant role in my life & he has definately
had some affect on who i am today.
he's the only guy that has ever put up a fight for me,
or made me feel like i was fine the way i was.
we'll see.
she was the most gorgeous girl ever. he asked her out that night. they thought they were in love. they dated for a month, & then he moved away on december 11.
they tried to make distance work. but constant fights occured & eventually the guy let this girl go. a few months went by without talking & the guy called the girl. he put up a fight & won her over again. he came down that summer to see her. every memory came back & they thought they were in love again. they fought more & stopped talking. this repeated for two years. so on october 20, 2005 the guy calls the girl & says that he loves her, that he's moving back in december,
& that fate will bring us together. the girl knows that no matter what happens,
this boy will always be in her heart because he was her first love. it just really blows my mind that two years ago we were talking about marrying eachother someday. & now we're old enough to do that. me & him have really just grown up together. i told him that if we were really meant to be, that we'll find eachother when he moves down. that fate will bring us together & we'll try things again.
i really should stop falling back to guys in my past.
but saying that he isn't important to me, would be lying.
he's played a significant role in my life & he has definately
had some affect on who i am today.
he's the only guy that has ever put up a fight for me,
or made me feel like i was fine the way i was.
we'll see.