personal letter to God.
My Eternal Lover,
This weekend spent with you has been amazing. Your words of love wrapped around my heart and kept me warm through the turmoils and trials that tried to stare me down. You have declared me as yours, and that you are so proud of me, and that I am extremely beautiful. And now it's time for me to declare your worth in my heart. I love you forever, and each day that I come closer to seeing you and being with you eternally fills me with an intense joy. You erase all fear from my heart and give me such enthusiasm for the future. Valentines day will come soon, and we will be together. You have given me the greatest gift already though - the ability to be forgiven and to be able to enter into heaven one day. I pray that I'll be able to give you a huge gift, my love. One that will show all of my dedication and love for you. One that will make you so proud of me. Then you will lift me high and say, "Yes! This is Hana! I made her special, I made her this way, and she has rewarded me for my time and effort!" I pray that we will be together through the roughest times, through everything that tries to pull us apart. Your heart is so large and accepting, and I know that I have my place in there. And you know that my heart is yours Lord. It's yours to do what you will with. To mold and shape, to heal and mend. I know that these upcoming years with you will be full of surprises, triumph, tears, and joy. Struggles and laughter, pain and revival. I look forward to having you beside me with every step I take. I am already leaning on you, God, and knowing that you're supporting my weight willingly, and that you love to do so, makes me feel so amazing. Lord, I pray that our communication grows, and that we'll be able to speak so intimately about everything that is going on in our lives, that I won't even have to sit down and prep myself for it. That it will come natural, like breathing. For that is how my longing for you is. It's natural. It's a must-have.
I am going to leave for now, for sleep calls me, but I know you'll be listening to me while I'm getting ready for bed. I will love you forever and ever.
Yours eternally,
Hana.
This weekend spent with you has been amazing. Your words of love wrapped around my heart and kept me warm through the turmoils and trials that tried to stare me down. You have declared me as yours, and that you are so proud of me, and that I am extremely beautiful. And now it's time for me to declare your worth in my heart. I love you forever, and each day that I come closer to seeing you and being with you eternally fills me with an intense joy. You erase all fear from my heart and give me such enthusiasm for the future. Valentines day will come soon, and we will be together. You have given me the greatest gift already though - the ability to be forgiven and to be able to enter into heaven one day. I pray that I'll be able to give you a huge gift, my love. One that will show all of my dedication and love for you. One that will make you so proud of me. Then you will lift me high and say, "Yes! This is Hana! I made her special, I made her this way, and she has rewarded me for my time and effort!" I pray that we will be together through the roughest times, through everything that tries to pull us apart. Your heart is so large and accepting, and I know that I have my place in there. And you know that my heart is yours Lord. It's yours to do what you will with. To mold and shape, to heal and mend. I know that these upcoming years with you will be full of surprises, triumph, tears, and joy. Struggles and laughter, pain and revival. I look forward to having you beside me with every step I take. I am already leaning on you, God, and knowing that you're supporting my weight willingly, and that you love to do so, makes me feel so amazing. Lord, I pray that our communication grows, and that we'll be able to speak so intimately about everything that is going on in our lives, that I won't even have to sit down and prep myself for it. That it will come natural, like breathing. For that is how my longing for you is. It's natural. It's a must-have.
I am going to leave for now, for sleep calls me, but I know you'll be listening to me while I'm getting ready for bed. I will love you forever and ever.
Yours eternally,
Hana.