i'm lost in the rain. when will it stop. and everything will be okay again. and you will be in my arms again.i don't want to call this quits
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hello lindsey. i know we never really talked or anything, but i feel that right now would be a a good time for me to tell you something.
todd is a great kid. you're totally right in the sense that he is amazing to have around. everyday todd is there to just listen to me rant about stupid bitches and sluts and whatever, he never criticizes me, or tells me i'm stupid, and honest to god, without him during g period biology i would seriously be really fucked up, because some of the things i tell that kid i don't tell ANYONE else. no lie.
so when he told me that you broke up with him. after you guys had JUST started going out. after you convincing him you were ready for this relationship. i got really angry. no one's gonna mess with that kid and get away with it. this isn't a threat. in no way is it. he has kept me sane, and just talking to me makes me not wanna do things that i used to do to myself.. and he just means way too much to me to let anyone fuck with him.
so. it's great that you realize how awesome he is. but just be sure you know what you're doing. that what you're doing is what you WANT. not for your own sake, but for his. think about it before you do anything. messing with him because what's going on is inconvenient for you will get you in deep shit.
thanks hunn. todd is a wonderful guy and i am very mad that i took it for granted. i guess it just took losing him to make me realize that he means more than i thought. i don't know why i would do such a thing. he is one of the most trusting and caring guys i know. and i do know that if anything went wrong to hurt him you would be right there for him. i have been thinking alot about this. and i can't find myself wanting anyone but him. he is all i want. i just took it all wrong. i regret leaving him and hurting him. it hurt me to see him hurt but i thought what i was doing was right and i was wrong. and i regret it. we all make mistakes. but i don't want to lose what i had over a stupid mistake that i am sorry for. and would do anything to go back and not break it off and keep what we had going. again thanks hunn. it was alot of help to hear that from you.
i know we never really talked or anything, but i feel that right now would be a a good time for me to tell you something.
todd is a great kid. you're totally right in the sense that he is amazing to have around. everyday todd is there to just listen to me rant about stupid bitches and sluts and whatever, he never criticizes me, or tells me i'm stupid, and honest to god, without him during g period biology i would seriously be really fucked up, because some of the things i tell that kid i don't tell ANYONE else. no lie.
so when he told me that you broke up with him. after you guys had JUST started going out. after you convincing him you were ready for this relationship. i got really angry. no one's gonna mess with that kid and get away with it. this isn't a threat. in no way is it. he has kept me sane, and just talking to me makes me not wanna do things that i used to do to myself.. and he just means way too much to me to let anyone fuck with him.
so. it's great that you realize how awesome he is. but just be sure you know what you're doing. that what you're doing is what you WANT. not for your own sake, but for his. think about it before you do anything. messing with him because what's going on is inconvenient for you will get you in deep shit.
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