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it feels really good to push your self and tell yourself you can do it and run the mile with out stoping once when you are breaking down and wanting to stop. to me that's the way i want to see life. i need to keep going and keep going on with life even when i want to stop and fall apart.
and yeah i know it sounds sad that i would want to stop running and that i would break down. but i haven't actually run a mile since fall soccer at marlborough high. so shut up! i'm working on getting my mile time better then i'm going to move my mile runs to a mile and half and get that at a good time and then move up to two miles then so on up till 6 miles. i know i can do it if i keep pushing myself and that is exactly what i'm going to do i'm going to keep pushing myself till i reach my goal. i won't let any thing or any one get in my way. i'm also doing it to keep in shape. since soccer is done for me i need something to keep me in shape and running is it. it's like therapy and excersice for me.
it helps me get alot of my stress out. and helps me feel so much better. when i know i have accomplished my goal. i have not felt motivated in so long. but i'm realzing all i need is self control and that is exactly what i'm going to have. self control.
well tomorrow a boy named chris nolin is coming over to my house. we are going to take amazing pictures together. and laugh and have an amazing time. we are going to be risky and shut the bedroom door. hahahahahahaha. yep...i can't wait.
and yeah i know it sounds sad that i would want to stop running and that i would break down. but i haven't actually run a mile since fall soccer at marlborough high. so shut up! i'm working on getting my mile time better then i'm going to move my mile runs to a mile and half and get that at a good time and then move up to two miles then so on up till 6 miles. i know i can do it if i keep pushing myself and that is exactly what i'm going to do i'm going to keep pushing myself till i reach my goal. i won't let any thing or any one get in my way. i'm also doing it to keep in shape. since soccer is done for me i need something to keep me in shape and running is it. it's like therapy and excersice for me.
it helps me get alot of my stress out. and helps me feel so much better. when i know i have accomplished my goal. i have not felt motivated in so long. but i'm realzing all i need is self control and that is exactly what i'm going to have. self control.
well tomorrow a boy named chris nolin is coming over to my house. we are going to take amazing pictures together. and laugh and have an amazing time. we are going to be risky and shut the bedroom door. hahahahahahaha. yep...i can't wait.