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Tour was fantabulous. Well, maybe just good. I love Wicked, Disneyland was tiringly fun, the hotel was clean and nice, and we didn't get stuck in any elevators.
I had one of the best meals I've had at sweet tomatoes today. Mmm, what a good food-month.
**I reserve the right to shrug at any guesses.**
1.
I don't miss you. I miss who I thought you were. I've never found anything like that person. Strange, isn't it? We’re back and it’s not clicking the way it used to, but it’s because the only way you’ll talk to me is through texting or calling, and I don’t like the former and don’t have time or privacy for the latter. You’re doing this on purpose and it kind of sucks. But it’s probably for my own good.
2.
You and I would've been good for each other. Middle school changed everything, didn't it? I bet we had some of the deepest conversations that 4th grade girls did this side of Tempe town lake. =D Except it didn’t exist yet. The lake, I mean.
3.
I'm not even sure how close we were... maybe it was just convenience. We helped each other, though I guess we didn't fit as well as we seemed to, to everyone else... I still miss you, buddy. I'm pretty sure we're still there for each other. We get over the awkwardness of no real conversations for the past 5 years pretty well. =D
4.
You’re there really there for me. Also, you speak in a way that makes people feel they can be trusted with your thoughts too… it’s quite a talent. I admire you a lot, and you’re definitely a good friend. I need a certain something to work out for you really badly. I almost feel as if it’s unhealthy how much I want something to happen that has no connection to me, but I hope and pray (whatever that means) that everything will go right. It really needs to.
5.
I still think you're a little oblivious. You’ve got a good heart, and I used to wonder about motives sometimes… but now I suppose it doesn’t matter; a good deed is a good deed. The way you talk about other people makes me wonder what you’ve said about me though, haha. You’re definitely someone I will never be able to forget, both for your demeanor and your unrelenting friendship with me and other people.
6.
I think you consider me one of your friends because I'm willing to help you when other people aren't. Unfortunately, I don't think you'd help me with my problems because you won't see that they're as serious to me as they are... Sigh. It doesn't matter anymore. I guess we'll have some amount of contact through college... maybe we'll grow up a little and connect. You’re one person I’ve never been able to pin. Sometimes you’re the most aggravating and annoying thing in the area, and other times I’m incredibly grateful to have you around. I just don’t know.
7.
I’m so happy you’re back. =DDD Don't leave me again!
8.
Something's way off. Conversations aren't supposed to end like that every time. You’re one of the best people anyone could ever meet though, and I’m lucky to have shared so much with you. Perhaps we’re destined for friendship, and nothing else. I’m okay with that, but I’m worried about you. If you neglected me like I’m neglecting you, I would punched you. Thanks for being so loyal. And slightly pathetic.
9.
I like having you around… we’re comfortable.
10.
You’ve got a good mouth on you, but flattery can only take you so far. But you’re a cool, and I know you’re an interesting person. I’m pretty sure you’re genuinely depressed though, which makes me kind of sad.
11.
Not every girl that talks to you is interested in you. Yes, you’re charming and decent-looking and all of that… but have you ever considered that I talk to you because... oh my goodness… I want to TALK to you?! -_-''
12.
You’re so sweet, and maybe you try and act various parts, but it doesn’t really bother me. Most everyone who meets you likes you, and you’re fun to be around; you’re a bit indecisive, but I guess we all would be in your position =D.
13.
There’s more to you than I expected. I’m pleasantly surprised =D.
14.
Oh boy. You're a butthole, but you're real. Thanks for some things, and I despise you for everything else. Freak =P