some things go beyond repair.

[__mexico]

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honestly fuck you all
or most

sorry to be harsh, but im sorry that im fucked.
here's to friendship. to love. to happiness. everything i can pretend i have.

Comments

Re: DON'T WORRY, it get's better as the commnt goes on.

[hiltonc]

idiot optomist? ok if you act like a "noble lady" and don't show your pain, will anything fuckin' change? if you want things to change, you accually have to do things to change them. unfortunatly, an invisble god, like those fuckers the christians think, won't come down from the sky and fix everyones problems and make everyone happy.

and how does being selfless make you happy?! in the way you're suggesting it, it's just to feel good so it's not being selfless, it's being fuckin' vain. and will me helping others in very small ways by wearing a fake smile make up for the fact i'm going to be drafted by our dominionist dictator? i'll tell you, it doesn't. only controversy and, gods forbid, a level of sadness will end the current riegn. so, by your philosophy, i shouldn't do anything about my saddness but just sit there, appearing to be happy, just so optomists like you won't feel bad about themselves?

and about the "you are special" part, if everyone is special then how is anyone truely special? special becomes the new normal and loses it's fuckin' effect, so don't go around like a kindergarden teacher saying "you're all special children!". i'm not saying kaitlins not special, but you seem like the kind of person, based on your writing, that thinks everyone is special and bloody says it. heh ironic you're the steriotypical kindergarden teacher as far as values go (and based on that little kid drawing you call an icon). that's totally not special.

now, i'm not saying only being cynical is good. but no fuckin' way is only being optomistic good! WHEN WILL PEOPLE REMEBER BALANCE?!

hey you and your bull shit philosophy and outlook on life can't bring me down to being an idiot. ha! that quote did help me!

[dadomarvin]

wow. i feel bad for u.

[hiltonc]

i assume you're saying that because i feel optomists deserve to have thier spirits broken. being the asshole i am, i'll quote you're journal.

"The light shining in from the crack in the door.

My head lying on the hard oak floor.

As I listened to the voices of family and friends.

At the funeral."

uplifting. the feel good poem of the year! clap for the hypocrite ya'll!

[dadomarvin]

u know what w/e i dont care it's kaitlin and i love her she can do what she wants although i have no idea what has happened

[hiltonc]

sound of admitting you just got your ass kicked micheal

[dadomarvin]

actually i just dont want to get into a fight when we're trying to help kaitlin, harold

haha harold

good times, good times.....