Jul 07, 2005 07:25
I woke up this morning still quite sad. But I told myself that I have to get up and keep going. Everything happens for a reason and God must have other plans for me.
So...My family is here from Guam so Jeff and I are going up to Corona CA to visit them. I haven't seen them in like 5 years so I'm quite excited actually.
The wedding is 10 days away and there is still so much left to do. I'm thinking that all the last minute wedding planning will keep my mind off of yesterdays happenings. Jeff is super duper bummed though so it's making it hard for me to keep a smile on my face. I know it hurts him, it hurts me too, I don't know how to be there for him in a situation like this. He's trying to be there for me but I can see it in his eyes that he wants to cry. Oh poop. Life just really sucks sometimes. Anyways, I'm gonna go take a shower and get ready for the long drive up. To everyone that has left comments for me..........
THANK YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART FOR ALL YOUR THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS.
I need all the support I can get right now, and you all sure have shown it. THANKS!