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I don't like writing in my livejournal anymore. It's lame. I just can't find the urge to update anymore. I don't know... I just don't feel comfortable spilling my feelings out for the entire world to see. I'm not going to stop updating, but I won't be updating as often. This is probably making Jamie a little angry. I enjoy when others update, but I
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my father is kind of the same way. he sits on his ass on the computer all day, but if i were to, he gets very very angry and says "Get your ass of the computer bitch. go help Nikki clean her room." only he doesnt say it as calm as the words look. My father isn't very fond of me at all. he's not a kind man. my father does drink a lot. whenever he's not on the computer, he's either working or at the bar getting exxxtremely drunk. It sounds very mean of me to say this, but i'm very happy when he's not around. I'm not happy that he's usually drunk or hung-over of course. My father needs counseling very very badly and actually he was for a bit, only because my step-mom was though. He doesnt realize that he's an alcoholic. I'm not sure how much sence this makes, or why i'm evening saying all of this, i guess i just don't feel comfortable posting this in my own livejournal even though it's "friends only." blah blah blah Olivia, shut up, no one really cares. this is a really long comment. well...uhm, i guess if you need to talk to someone i'm always here. blaaahh
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