monkey

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i keep fucking up in school.
i have gotten myself in a really really bad situation.

my chest still hurts,
my work gave me a few days off,
im going to the doctor today AGAIN.

tonight is pumpkin carving with dayna
i dont want to be alone for christmas

middle november means florida beaches for me and dayna.
i am so siked.

im still paranoid i have cancer.
why wont this shit go away.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!#!@