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i haven't updated in awhile, mostly cause my internet had been fucked up. nothing really new, been working my ass off, to get caught up in my bills, and to go see my brother. i miss him alot. i can't wait to see him graduate (basic military training) in 13 days!!. as far as he knows he'll only be home for a few days after graduation then off to either new brunswick, ontario, or edmonton, till x-mas. hopefully he'll get posted in new brunswick, cause then i could at least see him every couple weekends. i never knew how much i would miss him until he left, but he loves what he's doing, and that's most important, so i'm happy for him. I cry sometimes, cause i miss him so much. I work with his girlfriend, Leigh, she's pretty cool, me and her have become closer since Ryan left. We're going shopping tomorrow for something nice for me to wear at his grad, cause i have absoultely nothing haha. We're getting drunk tomorrow night with steph, another girl who we work with. it should be fucking good times for sure.
In the past couple weeks, i've been eating a lot better, and running a lot, in the past 3 weeks or so i've lost about 4 pounds, which is awesome. i'm very proud of myself, cause i really didn't think i could do it and be successful with it.
things are changing, and i'm not sure yet if it's good or bad. I really hope it's a good change, but i'm not trying anymore. I've been trying too hard and too long. If things happen, i want them to happen because they want too happen, not because i want it too happen.
I finally seen Brokeback Mountain last night, and i really liked it, it was different that's for sure, but that's what i liked about it.
anyways, i think that's it for now! =)
-mandy
In the past couple weeks, i've been eating a lot better, and running a lot, in the past 3 weeks or so i've lost about 4 pounds, which is awesome. i'm very proud of myself, cause i really didn't think i could do it and be successful with it.
things are changing, and i'm not sure yet if it's good or bad. I really hope it's a good change, but i'm not trying anymore. I've been trying too hard and too long. If things happen, i want them to happen because they want too happen, not because i want it too happen.
I finally seen Brokeback Mountain last night, and i really liked it, it was different that's for sure, but that's what i liked about it.
anyways, i think that's it for now! =)
-mandy