insecure... i admit
i hate this! i feel like a tremendous loser again for no reason.
i feel like everyone's mad at me or everyone's laughing at me behind my back.
conversation with chesca: (sorry, psycho)
mias_kamias: parang maybe everyone's mad at me!
chesca_roces: nge@
chesca_roces: but you know sometimes i feel that pala also
chesca_roces: not naman mad...more like everyone doesn't like me talaga
chesca_roces: behind my back they'll talk and say they don't like me and when they see me they smile fake smiles
mias_kamias: YEAH
mias_kamias: or like if i ym them, they'll be like "haaaay ano nanaman"
chesca_roces: oo pero kunyari be nice to you
chesca_roces: i'm so scared of that
mias_kamias: ME TOO!!!
mias_kamias: yung they're just being friendly to be nice!!
chesca_roces: oo!!
chesca_roces: pero they're really rolling their eyes
mias_kamias: or like... kasi they're naaawa
mias_kamias: kasi i'm a loser
chesca_roces: tapos feeling nila pathetic ako
chesca_roces: yuck
chesca_roces: ang lungkot
mias_kamias: YEAH
chesca_roces: and parang i'm making myself pilit lang to make sali with them
mias_kamias: YEAH
chesca_roces: why like that?
mias_kamias: we're insecure
chesca_roces (1/16/2006 7:53:48 PM): maybe we're bi-polar or something
mias_kamias (1/16/2006 7:53:57 PM): or just really really insecure
mias_kamias (1/16/2006 7:54:38 PM): tas kung guy that i might like, i always think "he's just being nice kasi he feels required kasi i'm a loser"
chesca_roces (1/16/2006 8:03:16 PM): yeah nga!! or pinagtitripan lang ako tapos sasabihin sa friends niya later "o tignanmo...sabi ko sayo kakagat yan eh!"
mias_kamias (1/16/2006 8:03:25 PM): HUHUHUHUHU
i feel stupid and useless. and i feel like i'm not worth looking at so people shouldn't look at me or they will laugh. i hate today.
i feel like everyone's mad at me or everyone's laughing at me behind my back.
conversation with chesca: (sorry, psycho)
mias_kamias: parang maybe everyone's mad at me!
chesca_roces: nge@
chesca_roces: but you know sometimes i feel that pala also
chesca_roces: not naman mad...more like everyone doesn't like me talaga
chesca_roces: behind my back they'll talk and say they don't like me and when they see me they smile fake smiles
mias_kamias: YEAH
mias_kamias: or like if i ym them, they'll be like "haaaay ano nanaman"
chesca_roces: oo pero kunyari be nice to you
chesca_roces: i'm so scared of that
mias_kamias: ME TOO!!!
mias_kamias: yung they're just being friendly to be nice!!
chesca_roces: oo!!
chesca_roces: pero they're really rolling their eyes
mias_kamias: or like... kasi they're naaawa
mias_kamias: kasi i'm a loser
chesca_roces: tapos feeling nila pathetic ako
chesca_roces: yuck
chesca_roces: ang lungkot
mias_kamias: YEAH
chesca_roces: and parang i'm making myself pilit lang to make sali with them
mias_kamias: YEAH
chesca_roces: why like that?
mias_kamias: we're insecure
chesca_roces (1/16/2006 7:53:48 PM): maybe we're bi-polar or something
mias_kamias (1/16/2006 7:53:57 PM): or just really really insecure
mias_kamias (1/16/2006 7:54:38 PM): tas kung guy that i might like, i always think "he's just being nice kasi he feels required kasi i'm a loser"
chesca_roces (1/16/2006 8:03:16 PM): yeah nga!! or pinagtitripan lang ako tapos sasabihin sa friends niya later "o tignanmo...sabi ko sayo kakagat yan eh!"
mias_kamias (1/16/2006 8:03:25 PM): HUHUHUHUHU
i feel stupid and useless. and i feel like i'm not worth looking at so people shouldn't look at me or they will laugh. i hate today.