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so i've tried like 4 times to start this entry and have no idea where to begin.
i'm upset that he doesn't take my eating problems seriously, but at the same time i'm kind of glad he doesn't think of this as any kind of disorder because it keeps continuing it easier. if anyone took my problem seriously, i don't know how i'd be able to keep it up.
i feel so fucking fat after this weekend. i only ate a couple of times, but i only threw up three times and it makes me feel disgusting.
it makes me feel better to know that i won't eat during the week. i love the school week because i never eat.
tomorrow i limit myself to coffee and diet soda once again.
i'm upset that he doesn't take my eating problems seriously, but at the same time i'm kind of glad he doesn't think of this as any kind of disorder because it keeps continuing it easier. if anyone took my problem seriously, i don't know how i'd be able to keep it up.
i feel so fucking fat after this weekend. i only ate a couple of times, but i only threw up three times and it makes me feel disgusting.
it makes me feel better to know that i won't eat during the week. i love the school week because i never eat.
tomorrow i limit myself to coffee and diet soda once again.