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oh christ, it's time for my huge ass update of the week.. or so. well, as you could tell, i haven't updated in about a week, maybe more, and therefore i will be writing quite the hardcore update because so much shit happens here in four hours that you could imagine what happens in 24 hours x 9ish days. ps that was more math than i've done in about three years. moving on...
i was thinking in the car home from starbucks yesterday that i could probably write up a sex and the city-esque column about our suite alone, and i'd definitely have enough material if i were to use everyone i know, including me, although sometimes i definitely do not know myself at all. so i'm gonna start one here, except that it's not a column and i'd never get it published cause some girl has one in the pipe dream and it totally blows and sometimes i want to find her and punch her in the face. anyway so i'll start today with a quote which is one of my friends away messages:
"Wait for the boy that pursues you, the one who will make an ordinary moment seem magical, the kind of boy who brings out the best in you and makes you want to be a better person.
Wait for the boy who will be your best friend, the person who will drop everything to be with you at any time of the day no matter what the circumstances.
Wait for the boy who makes you smile like no other boy makes you smile and when he smiles you know that he needs you.
Wait for the boy who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, but loves when you get all dolled up for him, and most of all, wait for the boy who will put you at the center of his universe, because obviously he is the center of yours."
now, what girl wouldn't agree with that, right? k wrong. i mean, there are some points that i definitely love, like "wait for the boy who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, but loves when you get all dolled up for him" cause i do happen to live in sweats and jeans and don't really like to get dressed up but sometimes i do for boys that i like but shh i don't ever LIKE people until i know they like me back and sometimes i still don't really like them. the part that i'm not okay with is the whole, "drop everything to be with you at any time of the day no matter what the circumstances" part because, come on, that's just annoying. i mean, it's sweet that they'd leave and like come over if you were really upset and everything, but if you just wanted to cuddle or something? i mean, he's entitled to his own life. whatever. not the point.
me and gabby were at the nite owl and elise and cathy came in to get some yummy smoothie goodness i guess and me and gabby decided that elise and joe are quite possibly the most perfect couple that we could think of because, despite the fact that we really don't know a lot about their relationship, only as much as two girls who live next door to one person in the relationship can know without being too nosy or introspective, from what we've seen they are fantastic. this is based on the fact that the first weekend of binghamton fall 2005, none of us had any idea that joe was in a relationship, but not in the way that he hooked up with everyone (cause he did not cheat by any means), but because he wasn't so SDLAJDLASJDLSJX I HEART MY GF LIKE WHOAAA and because he was able to provide perfectly good, objective opinions on matters of love and sex. when we found out he had a girlfriend, we weren't shocked, but it wasn't a given. this may sound totally weird and sketchy but it's a good thing- they have other friends, but they have same friends as well, and they're not always together but they're together enough to have been in a relationship for something like three years.
this is gonna jump around a lot, cause i'm about to go on a totally different subject, but still in the relationship manner. by the way, please don't think that this is all i talk about, it's just that between five girls and god knows how many boys, we happen to discuss sex a lot.
anyway, andrea ridge passantino made an excellent point the other day about attractiveness, and i give her credit for the statement because she called herself out on the fact that even though she knows it, she doesn't always necessarily follow it or strive for it. she said that people are needy, but once someone is able to love themself (i think that's a word..) and that person is okay with being by themself, it exudes a confidence that is overwhelmingly attractive to the opposite sex. i can see this as being such a truth, it's ridiculous. and while a lot of people- guys, mainly- are down for what they can easily have, many people want what they can't have. it isn't even like this confidence makes them seem unattainable, it just makes them seem like they don't NEED you. which is also a good point that the movie closer, which i love love love, brings up, how jude law wants julia roberts over natalie portman because natalie portman needs him and julia roberts doesn't. some people definitely do thrive on the desperation brought forward by some peoples attitudes, like, how some guys definitely hook up with girls that are totally desperate because they know that they can get just about anything they want because the girl just loves the attention. i still think that the most interesting relationships are with people who never know what the fuck is going on. yet, i can't really talk about the perfect relationship seeing as how i don't do relationships and i'm a total mess and i feel bad for any boy who likes me.
which is just weird because lately, i've been thinking that i'd really like some stability. that's odd because i'd think that i would find a guy that i'd want this pseudo relationship dating thingie with first but in reality i just want stability with a cute boy that is totally adorably dateable... and stuff. but i mean there's definitely a couple of boys that i'm into right now that i'd love for things to happen with but i barely know them and don't exactly want a dating situation with people that i don't know but what the fuck i'm going waay too far with this one anyway.... so yeah. i have a new crush and that's that. people be proud because this only happens occasionally.
most of us girls actually have like legitimate crushes right now. megan's got a boy in love with her, AGAIN, that she's only effing, but that's cool cause he's coming up this weekend and bringing mucho dinero to spend on her friends so that we'll think he's cool and tell her to date him. i understand that i'll probably go to hell for accepting drinks from him even though it's totally weird that he's letting her choose a tattoo for him and i won't tell her to date him, but i'm okay with that. as for andrea, she's obsessed with mohawk boy, who is totally adorable and everything but she's still got johnny b who's an amazingly kickass fellow and although i'd love the chance of seeing mohawk with very little clothing on in the suite i think JB should be treated a little better. sorry dree. as for megs, she's got her meatball sub or whatever makes her happy and i hope she doesn't get too attached. gabby's being gabolicious (as juleh would say) and whatnot and the such and we all know what's going on but no one really knows what's going on, including god and jesus and all those catholic beings.
you <3 my crackmessy statements assholes. really, you do.
okay i don't really know where else to go with this. people need to chill the fuck out or something. i'm going to watch the rest of the family guy movie...... peace kids <3333333 ♥♥
i was thinking in the car home from starbucks yesterday that i could probably write up a sex and the city-esque column about our suite alone, and i'd definitely have enough material if i were to use everyone i know, including me, although sometimes i definitely do not know myself at all. so i'm gonna start one here, except that it's not a column and i'd never get it published cause some girl has one in the pipe dream and it totally blows and sometimes i want to find her and punch her in the face. anyway so i'll start today with a quote which is one of my friends away messages:
"Wait for the boy that pursues you, the one who will make an ordinary moment seem magical, the kind of boy who brings out the best in you and makes you want to be a better person.
Wait for the boy who will be your best friend, the person who will drop everything to be with you at any time of the day no matter what the circumstances.
Wait for the boy who makes you smile like no other boy makes you smile and when he smiles you know that he needs you.
Wait for the boy who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, but loves when you get all dolled up for him, and most of all, wait for the boy who will put you at the center of his universe, because obviously he is the center of yours."
now, what girl wouldn't agree with that, right? k wrong. i mean, there are some points that i definitely love, like "wait for the boy who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, but loves when you get all dolled up for him" cause i do happen to live in sweats and jeans and don't really like to get dressed up but sometimes i do for boys that i like but shh i don't ever LIKE people until i know they like me back and sometimes i still don't really like them. the part that i'm not okay with is the whole, "drop everything to be with you at any time of the day no matter what the circumstances" part because, come on, that's just annoying. i mean, it's sweet that they'd leave and like come over if you were really upset and everything, but if you just wanted to cuddle or something? i mean, he's entitled to his own life. whatever. not the point.
me and gabby were at the nite owl and elise and cathy came in to get some yummy smoothie goodness i guess and me and gabby decided that elise and joe are quite possibly the most perfect couple that we could think of because, despite the fact that we really don't know a lot about their relationship, only as much as two girls who live next door to one person in the relationship can know without being too nosy or introspective, from what we've seen they are fantastic. this is based on the fact that the first weekend of binghamton fall 2005, none of us had any idea that joe was in a relationship, but not in the way that he hooked up with everyone (cause he did not cheat by any means), but because he wasn't so SDLAJDLASJDLSJX I HEART MY GF LIKE WHOAAA and because he was able to provide perfectly good, objective opinions on matters of love and sex. when we found out he had a girlfriend, we weren't shocked, but it wasn't a given. this may sound totally weird and sketchy but it's a good thing- they have other friends, but they have same friends as well, and they're not always together but they're together enough to have been in a relationship for something like three years.
this is gonna jump around a lot, cause i'm about to go on a totally different subject, but still in the relationship manner. by the way, please don't think that this is all i talk about, it's just that between five girls and god knows how many boys, we happen to discuss sex a lot.
anyway, andrea ridge passantino made an excellent point the other day about attractiveness, and i give her credit for the statement because she called herself out on the fact that even though she knows it, she doesn't always necessarily follow it or strive for it. she said that people are needy, but once someone is able to love themself (i think that's a word..) and that person is okay with being by themself, it exudes a confidence that is overwhelmingly attractive to the opposite sex. i can see this as being such a truth, it's ridiculous. and while a lot of people- guys, mainly- are down for what they can easily have, many people want what they can't have. it isn't even like this confidence makes them seem unattainable, it just makes them seem like they don't NEED you. which is also a good point that the movie closer, which i love love love, brings up, how jude law wants julia roberts over natalie portman because natalie portman needs him and julia roberts doesn't. some people definitely do thrive on the desperation brought forward by some peoples attitudes, like, how some guys definitely hook up with girls that are totally desperate because they know that they can get just about anything they want because the girl just loves the attention. i still think that the most interesting relationships are with people who never know what the fuck is going on. yet, i can't really talk about the perfect relationship seeing as how i don't do relationships and i'm a total mess and i feel bad for any boy who likes me.
which is just weird because lately, i've been thinking that i'd really like some stability. that's odd because i'd think that i would find a guy that i'd want this pseudo relationship dating thingie with first but in reality i just want stability with a cute boy that is totally adorably dateable... and stuff. but i mean there's definitely a couple of boys that i'm into right now that i'd love for things to happen with but i barely know them and don't exactly want a dating situation with people that i don't know but what the fuck i'm going waay too far with this one anyway.... so yeah. i have a new crush and that's that. people be proud because this only happens occasionally.
most of us girls actually have like legitimate crushes right now. megan's got a boy in love with her, AGAIN, that she's only effing, but that's cool cause he's coming up this weekend and bringing mucho dinero to spend on her friends so that we'll think he's cool and tell her to date him. i understand that i'll probably go to hell for accepting drinks from him even though it's totally weird that he's letting her choose a tattoo for him and i won't tell her to date him, but i'm okay with that. as for andrea, she's obsessed with mohawk boy, who is totally adorable and everything but she's still got johnny b who's an amazingly kickass fellow and although i'd love the chance of seeing mohawk with very little clothing on in the suite i think JB should be treated a little better. sorry dree. as for megs, she's got her meatball sub or whatever makes her happy and i hope she doesn't get too attached. gabby's being gabolicious (as juleh would say) and whatnot and the such and we all know what's going on but no one really knows what's going on, including god and jesus and all those catholic beings.
you <3 my crackmessy statements assholes. really, you do.
okay i don't really know where else to go with this. people need to chill the fuck out or something. i'm going to watch the rest of the family guy movie...... peace kids <3333333 ♥♥