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so yeah, my birthday is coming up. usually i'm super excited. but this year i'm not and i'm not sure why. i have this feeling that it's gonna suck. i really hope that it doesn't. i've never had a surprise party, so believe me, i'm not expecting one. especially after i post this. it would be pretty lame if someone read this and THEN was like, oh yeah, lets throw her a party. whatever. by the way, if you're one of my close friends and you don't know when my birthday is w/o looking at my lj info, then you suck. there's certain people that i wouldn't expect to remember. like my friends from church. i have NO idea when their b-days are. people like that are exceptions. but, if you want to call me your friend and try and be all buddy buddy with me, then at least don't forget my birthday. just don't be fake about it either. i know too many fake people that irritate me. oh yeah, tracy, you and everyone down there i'll forgive too : ) i wouldn't expect you to know. new friends too, like on lj and aim and stuff. i don't expect you to remember, but pay attention to my info and make me feel loved. yes, that's an order! lol!
have you ever been sittin so close to someone that you were touching, but felt the lonliest you've ever felt? if i wanted a roommate, i'd get one.