awesome night...
so if anyone has any advice for me here's the situation.
during an arguement over the phone, my husband hung up on me. hasn't called me back. my mom, after i apparently said something that made her mad, told me to get the fuck out.
i'm scheduled to get the keys to my apartment in 2 weeks, and mikey is coming home in 3.
i've been bawling my eyes out for the past hour and a half so if anyone has anything better that i can do, please let me know. i really don't know what to do. i know that i'm not perfect and i know that i'm a fault for things too, but in the past few weeks it doesn't seem like i can do anything to make anyone happy. all i can do is say i'm sorry if i've made you mad, upset, hurt...anything. i don't know. i just wish that for once someone would go out of their way to try and make me happy. i know i've done my fair share of that. but now i feel selfish for even saying that. my spirit is broken and i can do nothing but fall to my knees and pray. if you can spare a minute, please can you pray for me too? i don't even like asking anything of people. i don't like asking for help. it makes me feel weak to have to admit that i'm not strong enough to do things on my own. well, tonight, i know i'm not...so i'm begging for your help.
during an arguement over the phone, my husband hung up on me. hasn't called me back. my mom, after i apparently said something that made her mad, told me to get the fuck out.
i'm scheduled to get the keys to my apartment in 2 weeks, and mikey is coming home in 3.
i've been bawling my eyes out for the past hour and a half so if anyone has anything better that i can do, please let me know. i really don't know what to do. i know that i'm not perfect and i know that i'm a fault for things too, but in the past few weeks it doesn't seem like i can do anything to make anyone happy. all i can do is say i'm sorry if i've made you mad, upset, hurt...anything. i don't know. i just wish that for once someone would go out of their way to try and make me happy. i know i've done my fair share of that. but now i feel selfish for even saying that. my spirit is broken and i can do nothing but fall to my knees and pray. if you can spare a minute, please can you pray for me too? i don't even like asking anything of people. i don't like asking for help. it makes me feel weak to have to admit that i'm not strong enough to do things on my own. well, tonight, i know i'm not...so i'm begging for your help.