can't go back now.....
well, it's official. i signed up for the south beach diet. one of my friends back home had been on it and was happy with the results, then through LJ i noticed that pami and her family are on it, and i'm amazed at their current results. it's only $5 a week, which is of course $20 a month. that's not too much to ask for to get a meal plan created for you. i really hope it works, cuz i can feel myself slipping into depression every once in a while. i burst into tears out of the blue sometimes. i don't even like talking about it with people cuz i get myself down. i'm actually ashamed of myself for letting it get this bad. i used to be so tiny...and now...well, i guess it could be worse. i'm just not happy though. so i'm hoping and praying that this will work. i need mikey's help too. i need someone to hold me accountable for what i eat. i hope he won't think of it as a hassle. i'll keep you all updated as to how it starts off. i start on monday, so i'm gonna go grocery shopping tomorrow. this is something i HAVE to do. please pray for me to have the continuing strength to do it.