Apr 13, 2005 06:44
wow, I'm really starting to get into three doors down, wasn't really my style..but the lyrics are so powerfull..and I love it.
three doors down
"let me go"
one more kiss could be the best thing
one more lie could be the worst
and all these thoughts are never resting
and you're not something i deserve
in my head there's only you now
this world falls on me
in this world, there's real and make believe
this seems real to me
you love me, but you dont know who i am
i'm torn between this life i lead
and where i stand
you love me, but you don't know who i am
so let me go
let me go
i dream we head to what i hope for
and i turn my back on loving you
how could this love be a good thing
when i know what i'm going through
in my head there's only you now
this world falls on me
in this world, there's real and make believe
this seems real to me
you love me, but you dont know who i am
i'm torn between this life i lead
and where i stand
you love me, but you dont know who i am
so let me go, just let me go
no matter how hard i try
i cant escape these things inside
i know, i know
but all the pieces fall apart
you will be the only one who knows
who knows
you love me, but you dont know who i am
i'm torn between this life i lead
and where i stand,
you love me, but you don't know who i am
so let me go
just let me go
you love me, but you dont
you love me, but you dont
you love me, but you dont know who i am
you love me, but you dont
you love me, but you dont
you love me, but you dont know me...
It truely is a beautiful song. Being on ecstacy and listening to this song is even better. Personal expierience.
I had fun this weekend. I bonded with all my old friends.
Liz, Shannon, Michael, Ricky, Amy, Angela, Stacey, Jeremiah...I love them all so much. They all gave me such a grea talk. About how I've changed..and so much shit that really got to me. and They were like the only reason we are being this truthfull is because we love you candice, and we want you to be carefull. Because I'm boy crazy and they know that, and they know that I'm lonely and they know what I am capable of doing. And I am just thankfull that they came back to me, and that they gave me talk. It meant the most from Jeremiah though...when he gave me that talk. Because Really, like a year ago he was like my big brother..then months went by we never hung out he was such an ass to me. And I just told him how I felt, and let him know that it hurts..and he told me that he loved me and it really felt nice. I mean to know that someone loves me. And us and the whole group gave each other kisses..and we all cried and bonded. It was weird though..I was the only one getting the you have changed so much candice..I miss the old candice. I have changed a lot. And I don't know where I'm going. I have no clue where I'm headed in this life. Hopefully it goes well. At this point I'm so lost, might as well be a fish out of the sea. Hopefully I'll find my way back soon. Because let it be said..I'm pretty damn miserable. I mean is crying atleast 3 times a day normal for a 17 year old. and by crying I also mean for no reasn at all, not knowing why the hell this is going on, why im crying, why I'm always feeling let down. I just need someone in my life that will show me that they care for me, a friend or guy. I mean becuase my best friend is doing a shitty job at being a friend..She ditches me all the time for her boyfriend..and everytime we do hangout he's with us. I'm tired of it. I need someone to talk to, I can't talk to her if I'm left in the corner while they eat each others faces. It makes me sick. She can't even call me, she didn't even tell me happy birthday last year. We have been friends since 1st grade. I mean come on now. I just don't know what to do anymore. Things will get better, I hope. Untill then that's all I can say. and If you read this all you really have guts..because I'm literally just pulling words and stuff out of my asss..
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