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MyCarnageMyDemis: you are phake

Auto response from KissTheSKYorDIE: hott awaymessage.

KissTheSKYorDIE: i know
MyCarnageMyDemis: haha
MyCarnageMyDemis: at least you admit it
KissTheSKYorDIE: i knwo
MyCarnageMyDemis: makes it ok
MyCarnageMyDemis: i guess
MyCarnageMyDemis: what do you think makes you phake?
KissTheSKYorDIE: everything
MyCarnageMyDemis: explain babe
KissTheSKYorDIE: there is nothing to explain
KissTheSKYorDIE: im just fake
KissTheSKYorDIE: in every way
KissTheSKYorDIE: everything i say is fake
KissTheSKYorDIE: how i look is fake
KissTheSKYorDIE: what i wear is fake
KissTheSKYorDIE: how i talk
KissTheSKYorDIE: the things i like
KissTheSKYorDIE: im only who i am because of the people i grew up around, and am growing up around.
KissTheSKYorDIE: it comes to the point where i dont even know who i am anymore
MyCarnageMyDemis: wow that is the most you have said in awhile
MyCarnageMyDemis: doesnt that make us all fake?
KissTheSKYorDIE: yeah
KissTheSKYorDIE: everyones fake..
KissTheSKYorDIE: somehow
MyCarnageMyDemis: i am fake in front of you
MyCarnageMyDemis: i cant be myself
MyCarnageMyDemis: im afraid i might scare you away
KissTheSKYorDIE: being real is what will bring me closer to you
KissTheSKYorDIE: if anything
MyCarnageMyDemis: closer
MyCarnageMyDemis: ha
MyCarnageMyDemis: if only it were true
KissTheSKYorDIE: that goes for anyone
KissTheSKYorDIE: because one thing i dont like
MyCarnageMyDemis: ok
KissTheSKYorDIE: is people that are fake...
KissTheSKYorDIE: even though that makes me a hypocrite
KissTheSKYorDIE: but that's what i am.
MyCarnageMyDemis: hmmm
MyCarnageMyDemis: the only way i am fake is
MyCarnageMyDemis: i am calm
MyCarnageMyDemis: im not the eccentric person i usually am
KissTheSKYorDIE: & theres no such thing as being myself...or being different...bc alot of people try to be different, which makes them all the same..
KissTheSKYorDIE: yeah
KissTheSKYorDIE: same here sometimes
MyCarnageMyDemis: you got a glimpse of the real me when i flipped you off
KissTheSKYorDIE: haha
KissTheSKYorDIE: & it was funny
MyCarnageMyDemis: exactly
MyCarnageMyDemis: see
MyCarnageMyDemis: your somewhat
MyCarnageMyDemis: intimidating
KissTheSKYorDIE: how?
MyCarnageMyDemis: i dont know
MyCarnageMyDemis: you just are
KissTheSKYorDIE: hm.

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