a random entry.
So, not a whole lot has been going on the last few days. again I take my finals here in the next week, I need to attempt to find a job, as much as I love playing stay at home mom, to my cat, that doesn't pay the bills. Speaking of bills.. well. I'm not going to get into that, some people I know have thousandS of dollars, not including my 1300 dollar school loan, I have less than a grand to get caught up on, but more like 2200 including school, but hey, sounds like a walk in the park if I do say so myself.
Do you ever get so bored that you talk with people, about other people you never talk to, and listen to how terrible their life is, and then realize that you have it made. There is this one random situation where I do this, and I feel guilty at times, because in all honesty, someone that I don't have a lot of like for, is miserable, and call me a bitch, but it kinda makes me happy. I know I posted a journal entry about it earlier, but seriously, I feel bad for people who aren't happy, most people that is, but then there has always been those seldom few where you just don't give a shit about them, and when they suck at life, it brings into reality how close to perfect your own life is. I mean, my life isn't anywhere near where I want it to be, but I guess it's not as half bad as I make it out to be sometimes. I don't have many friends, but the few I have, are AMAZING, and the most important of that is Jeff, he is my everything, really, we rarely fight, actually, I don't think we've even had a real argument since we moved back in together, that is amazing, we used to fight so much. but now we can happily love one another. it's perfect. As far as friends go, I would like to say I have a couple. and I'll leave it at that. I have my 2 mentors, i guess you would call them, and I speak with them regularly, they of course have their own life outside mine, but I really feel like I gain a lot talking to them on a regular basis. money wise, like I said, I have my debts, but I know for a fact, it could be a lot worse. my car, well, it runs, and as long as I get a job, I should have a brand new one in a couple of months, (I took a break of about 45 seconds, just to think about my beautiful car... mmmmm....) so all is well!!! :)
Matt and I went swimming yesterday, I got so fucking burnt, it is amazing, I guess having bangs isn't so great when swimming, the only thing is, is that when I went tanning this last winter/fall, I would expose my forehead to the light.. ugh... whatever I guess.
if anyone wants to buy any OPI nail polish, I will be selling over 80 of my bottles, I have WAY TOO MANY, and I'm never going to use them all, most of them are NEW, and if they aren't, they might have 1-2 uses? if not just a tester on a piece of paper!!! so I think I'll be selling them in lots of 5 random colors, not exactly sure on pricing. (yes my friends on here, expect to get a good deal) also, I have a NIB flat-iron that I want to get rid of, and also a NIB blow dryer, both of course, salon quality, I never used the stuff my school gave me, because all my appliances were of higher quality, also, a -marcel- curling irons, one inch barrels, they are very nice, but I ended up with an extra one, long story, but it's NOT in the box, but not used more than a dozen times at most. also, steal of a deal on hair products, my product shelf(s) are WAY too full, I wouldn't be able to use it in 3 years, unless I showered mid-day and re-did my hair (which everyone KNOWS I would NEVER do... eww to clean hair..hahaha)
do I really expect anyone to think about buying any of these here on livejournal. no. who am I kidding. anyway. Jeff is home, I'm going to see if he wants dinner. xoxoxoxo
Do you ever get so bored that you talk with people, about other people you never talk to, and listen to how terrible their life is, and then realize that you have it made. There is this one random situation where I do this, and I feel guilty at times, because in all honesty, someone that I don't have a lot of like for, is miserable, and call me a bitch, but it kinda makes me happy. I know I posted a journal entry about it earlier, but seriously, I feel bad for people who aren't happy, most people that is, but then there has always been those seldom few where you just don't give a shit about them, and when they suck at life, it brings into reality how close to perfect your own life is. I mean, my life isn't anywhere near where I want it to be, but I guess it's not as half bad as I make it out to be sometimes. I don't have many friends, but the few I have, are AMAZING, and the most important of that is Jeff, he is my everything, really, we rarely fight, actually, I don't think we've even had a real argument since we moved back in together, that is amazing, we used to fight so much. but now we can happily love one another. it's perfect. As far as friends go, I would like to say I have a couple. and I'll leave it at that. I have my 2 mentors, i guess you would call them, and I speak with them regularly, they of course have their own life outside mine, but I really feel like I gain a lot talking to them on a regular basis. money wise, like I said, I have my debts, but I know for a fact, it could be a lot worse. my car, well, it runs, and as long as I get a job, I should have a brand new one in a couple of months, (I took a break of about 45 seconds, just to think about my beautiful car... mmmmm....) so all is well!!! :)
Matt and I went swimming yesterday, I got so fucking burnt, it is amazing, I guess having bangs isn't so great when swimming, the only thing is, is that when I went tanning this last winter/fall, I would expose my forehead to the light.. ugh... whatever I guess.
if anyone wants to buy any OPI nail polish, I will be selling over 80 of my bottles, I have WAY TOO MANY, and I'm never going to use them all, most of them are NEW, and if they aren't, they might have 1-2 uses? if not just a tester on a piece of paper!!! so I think I'll be selling them in lots of 5 random colors, not exactly sure on pricing. (yes my friends on here, expect to get a good deal) also, I have a NIB flat-iron that I want to get rid of, and also a NIB blow dryer, both of course, salon quality, I never used the stuff my school gave me, because all my appliances were of higher quality, also, a -marcel- curling irons, one inch barrels, they are very nice, but I ended up with an extra one, long story, but it's NOT in the box, but not used more than a dozen times at most. also, steal of a deal on hair products, my product shelf(s) are WAY too full, I wouldn't be able to use it in 3 years, unless I showered mid-day and re-did my hair (which everyone KNOWS I would NEVER do... eww to clean hair..hahaha)
do I really expect anyone to think about buying any of these here on livejournal. no. who am I kidding. anyway. Jeff is home, I'm going to see if he wants dinner. xoxoxoxo