and ill smile, and youll wave, and pretend its okay

[__losing_myself]

if i could id spill my heart out to you, its just ive done that too many times. once again im stuck here, neutral, like always. i know im not special, and i know that im not pretty either, sometimes you make me feel it, but you make other people feel it to. my self centered soul just wont let me be content with what i have of you. if you wanted you could just leave me here to waste away but you don't and i cant thank you enough. and all i have to say is that
i love you as much as my ugly little black heart will allow.