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[__looseleaves]

feeling so positive lately.
nothing can get me down.
not even the wickedness of my unconscious this morning,
making me think it was you,
saying good morning like you used to.
but i feel so separate from that sadness,
it is merely a recitation,
something my brain thinks i ought to be feeling,
something so puerile, i can't let it live inside me.