Jul 11, 2005 08:31
well im glad things worked out with all of the people i used to hangout with...my thing is...im moving back with my mom and im not allowed to talk to anyone except the people's who's names she has never heard me speak of before. no felicia. no robert. no joey. no anyone. but my life is going on the right path now. no more drugs...im quiting everything cold turkey. i saw my cousin yesterday. he spoke to me about the "thug-life" and drugs. how since he was addicted once he will be addicted forever. and how he got attacked by a police dog and he showed me the nasty ass scar. he has also been shot 13 times. geeze. i am upset that i will never be able to speak to some of these people ever again. but deep down i know it is for my own good. i know now i will not be tempted to do any drugs. ever. im going to start going to chrch again...and heres a shocker. it was my step-dads idea for the whole family to start going also. but anywho. this will probably be the last update in a long time. man quiting computers cold turkey too? what did i get myself into. oh well. things will work out juuust fine. ihope. =[