the last words i have to the best friend i thought i would ever have..
i have been trying to call felicia alot lately.
wanting just to make sure everything is okay with her.
and today i finally am giving up.
the past, i don't know...10 times i have called her, her little sister said she will tell her i called.
so today, the cycle repeated itself. except there was a weird twist to it. jaime said she always tells felicia i have called and felicia said she doesn't care. thats why i never get returned calls from her.
i have heard lots of things. is it so wrong for me to get worried and want to talk to her for reasurrance that the things i am hearing aren't true?
i don't know what a did wrong to people. and i have worked my ass off to some to prove i have changed. even though i dont know certain things they wanted me to change. some have noticed a difference and have congratulated me for them.
here's to you felicia.
the last words about you i will ever say, or think.
i hope you realize i am not out to get you, make you feel guilty for the choices you have made, god knows i have made many, and some the same as you.
i hope you are happy in the rest of your days, however long or short they may be.
take care.
wanting just to make sure everything is okay with her.
and today i finally am giving up.
the past, i don't know...10 times i have called her, her little sister said she will tell her i called.
so today, the cycle repeated itself. except there was a weird twist to it. jaime said she always tells felicia i have called and felicia said she doesn't care. thats why i never get returned calls from her.
i have heard lots of things. is it so wrong for me to get worried and want to talk to her for reasurrance that the things i am hearing aren't true?
i don't know what a did wrong to people. and i have worked my ass off to some to prove i have changed. even though i dont know certain things they wanted me to change. some have noticed a difference and have congratulated me for them.
here's to you felicia.
the last words about you i will ever say, or think.
i hope you realize i am not out to get you, make you feel guilty for the choices you have made, god knows i have made many, and some the same as you.
i hope you are happy in the rest of your days, however long or short they may be.
take care.