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Why cant you just make up your mind?
You say you wanna hang out more and talk more....
But then you never tell me ANYTHING....
If you dont wanna hang out more and talk ...
The dont say you do!!!
I dont even know if you love me...
You say you do...
But you say that to everyone...
And then you think i dont love you...
You say you want to be best friends
I dont even think i know what "best friends are anymore.....i dont think you do either..
I guess "best friends" are just over-rated.......
Actually i think i know what it meens...
It meens that you that you talk about EVERYTHING...even if its no big deal or not important or if its just stupid....you still tell eachother.......you dont LIE!!.....and you hang out a lot
I thinkk i have 2 best friends...
I dont just have 1 best best best friend..
I have 2..
And their different...
But i love them soo much!!!!!!!!!!!!!
But anyway thats enough of that..
You say you hate people one day...
The next day you love them..
You say you've dont "other stuff" that i wont say...
You say having "boyfriends" and "going out" is stupid...
I guess you changed your mind...
You always say your depressed and have no friends..
I guess that explains a lot.....what i am..
I'm just sick of you lying.......and not telling me anything...
Why should i tell you things and not lie and you tell me nothing or just b.s.
You say i'm your "best friend" and that you love me...
I'm not so sure..
When you start to trust people and actually wanna talk and hang out as friends...you know people who dont lie to echother and talk....let me know...
Cause i really do wanna be friends.....
But i wanna kwno that you wont lie to me and that we'll actually talk..
So dont get mad at me...
I'm not mad at all...
I'm just sick of you lying to me and yourself...
You need to start trusting people and start talking to people more...but i'm not gonan tell you what do do..
I just wanted to let you know that its not fair to me...
I meen i dont even know what we are?......on the scale of friends or best friends or whatever..
I hope you know who you are..
I'm not saying any names...
And if your confused....i'm sorry but i dunno how else to say this...
I wrote this before and it was better but i deleted it by accident..
Ok well .......much love
liz
if you dont know who i'm talking about or whatever dont ask me.....i dont want this to be a big thing......cause its not..