May 15, 2005 15:21
the past two weekends that ive had have been complete shit. and erika is an asshole becuase she never calls me or asks me if i want to hang out anymore becuase shes too busy on the phone with her new love interest, which is ironic consitering how much she gave me a hard time when i was going out with other people, and i was nothing but great to her. she hung out with whoever last night and did not ask me once if i wanted to come over, even though when i was dating dana, i would always ask her if she wanted to come over but of course she just would mock me and tell me how much she hated her. i think its fucking rediculous how through out our whole friendship ive always believed i was the arrogant, pushy, lowsy friend, between us two beucase thats just how she made it, and how i guess i was starting to believe. i was joking around in school and i made a funny comment about her and this boy, and she went back to him and told him, and than this moron was like "yo yo bro" trying to like set me straight and tell me how its gonna be, what a fucking hypocrite to give me the biggest and hardest time about how she thought i was going to treat her like shit when i was with someone, and now she isnt even with the kid and shes already putting me obviously 2nd and treating me like i'm some sort of asshole who she is doing a favor by being friends with. the worst part is than she comes back to me fucking complaining and telling me im being unfair for being upset with her, WHO THE FUCK DOES THAT. and than she fucking called my house and my sister answered the phone while i was out, and SHE HAS THE FUCKING NERVE to tell my sister that the reason im mad at her is "beacuse im jelous she has a boyfriend." how fucking dare she call my house and tell my sister any of our fucking business none the less fucking made up shit that erika wishes was true so she would be right. i think i finnally realized that shes the one whos a shitty friend, not me. so dont fucking tell me im unfair, and how im not going to treat you as a friend when i meet other people, and how you think its becuase of my jelousy, becuase YOUR the fucking one who needs to step up and be a good friend right about now.