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I have honestly lost all hope for everyone. Every time have faith in people I am always let down. So what's the point? I used to think giving someone the benifit of the doubt might be worth it, but now I know its not.
People are changing lately, & not for the better. Yes, I know everyone changes, but these changes are fast & significant, almost like they shouldn't have taken place. It's pretty much people just trying to be something they're not, or giving into something they once detested, which makes no sense. I'm finding out a lot of stuff about people that I never DREAMED would be the way they lived, but apparently its true... so weird & disappointing.
I've also noticed that I'm becoming bitter. I'm always angry, & I'm always talking about how something is pissing me off. I don't want to be that person. I KNOW those kinds of people, & I cannot see myself being one of them. I certainly do not want to be one of those people that I myself look at now & think "why are they so angry? whats the point?"
I'm not saying I'm perfect in any way, but people just disappoint me so much lately. Its almost gotten to the point where I just want to stay inside all day so I won't have to associate with them. I don't want that to happen.
& I hope I don't have to make anymore entries like this.
People are changing lately, & not for the better. Yes, I know everyone changes, but these changes are fast & significant, almost like they shouldn't have taken place. It's pretty much people just trying to be something they're not, or giving into something they once detested, which makes no sense. I'm finding out a lot of stuff about people that I never DREAMED would be the way they lived, but apparently its true... so weird & disappointing.
I've also noticed that I'm becoming bitter. I'm always angry, & I'm always talking about how something is pissing me off. I don't want to be that person. I KNOW those kinds of people, & I cannot see myself being one of them. I certainly do not want to be one of those people that I myself look at now & think "why are they so angry? whats the point?"
I'm not saying I'm perfect in any way, but people just disappoint me so much lately. Its almost gotten to the point where I just want to stay inside all day so I won't have to associate with them. I don't want that to happen.
& I hope I don't have to make anymore entries like this.