larr.
So i went to see my niece today...and she's still gorgeous. We blew rasberries at eachother. She's learnt a few things...she can stand for just under a minute, she says da-da-da-da-dad-dadada a lot...but only mum-mum-mu-mu-mummmmm when she wants something or she's bumped her head. cant believe shes near to 9months. My cardigan smells of her because she was sat on my knee pulling at covering herself with it. bless.
Me and dave lasted until our 5month anniversary...the last i had off him was 'babes can i call you back i'm driving to brighton' and he never called. and the day before we had a huge discussion and he said he was crazy about me and missed me so much that it actually upsets him, then we sorted it. I went back to work...then he text me saying what if i cheated on you. BAM! hits you like a rock. for the past days i've had a lump in my throat, i've felt so sick and numb, my eczema has gone awful...and i was crying non-stop. For some reason seeing my niece today has made me feel a lot better. i still wanna be friends with dave...that is if he'll talk to me. Ah well thats life. you live. you learn.
party at mine on saturday...its gonna be cool as...im gonna buy loadsa disposable cameras for it :)
EDIT: we havent split up...we're staying together...he's had a lot of headfucks...he did kiss someone else...but right now...im just relieved. i kissed murray saturday...so yeh.
now i feel head fucked... argh.
Me and dave lasted until our 5month anniversary...the last i had off him was 'babes can i call you back i'm driving to brighton' and he never called. and the day before we had a huge discussion and he said he was crazy about me and missed me so much that it actually upsets him, then we sorted it. I went back to work...then he text me saying what if i cheated on you. BAM! hits you like a rock. for the past days i've had a lump in my throat, i've felt so sick and numb, my eczema has gone awful...and i was crying non-stop. For some reason seeing my niece today has made me feel a lot better. i still wanna be friends with dave...that is if he'll talk to me. Ah well thats life. you live. you learn.
party at mine on saturday...its gonna be cool as...im gonna buy loadsa disposable cameras for it :)
EDIT: we havent split up...we're staying together...he's had a lot of headfucks...he did kiss someone else...but right now...im just relieved. i kissed murray saturday...so yeh.
now i feel head fucked... argh.