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Ooohhh....coming to Brum saturday people :D I'm so sad getting excited but i just love escaping from hereford. Meeting times by the bull anyone? Anyone need to request times?
This week has been really crap for me...i was nearly in tears yesterday[well i kind of was in tears but you know...]. Spent lunch and break on my own...which also meant i ran out of cigarettes fast. I am way too emotional lately, if someone says something mean or does something mean, or ignores me, or walks away from me...i just assume they dislike me. My stepmum says i'm too sensitive. I spoke to her about it. Ed was about the only person who cared...and i think that was only because he was having a cigarette and all his friends from his year group had gone in. Oh well.[memo:must remember to take pill]
Seeing Leighton and Emilie tonight though, so that shall be lovely...Actually...I may not...Leighton's at work till half 6 :'( I best be ringing Emilie soon to tell her. Going for a drink with Reiner after college finishes...Wooh!!! But...I have to wait about till half 5 when he is done at work.
Slap me....Now....Dave is meeting me next monday to get coffee and talk stuff over...We've tried talking stuff over before and he did the same thing this time as last time. I rang him last night, stayed nice and happy then he annoyed me so i said how he'd upset me and angered me, and i had a go at him for not speaking to me for like 2 weeks...his excuse was that he got the text i sent asking him if he was speaking to me, on a night he was very drunk...he could have checked messages the next day...tch. Im silly. But i like him. It's never going to get serious...but it'll do till i find someone who really cares for me. I'm not sure what i think of him now. It's ... confusing. Lets just see what happens monday.
I haven't done enough work for the past three weeks and my deadline is this week...i just keep coming on the net to check journals and then myspace and check when rob was last online to see when he'll write back to me so i know if he's meeting us on saturday. He's perty :) Yepp.
Dad took me for lunch today, it would have been sweeter if he had asked me and i didn't have to beg him to pay. I had a nice time. It's been so long since my dad and me have spent alone time together. He's lost a lot of money in a deal he made with a client...they backed out so he's not getting this load of money he would have got in a few weeks. I think he officially hates being a financial advisor now. Bless him. He doesn't deserve this stress. I don't want him to have another breakdown or heart problem. I'm so scared that the next time his heart fucks up that it will be the end of him. I love him to bits.
I want a cigarette...But i have no money :( Or cigarettes. EMA TOMORROW *skippedy skip* GET IN THERE!!!!
This week has been really crap for me...i was nearly in tears yesterday[well i kind of was in tears but you know...]. Spent lunch and break on my own...which also meant i ran out of cigarettes fast. I am way too emotional lately, if someone says something mean or does something mean, or ignores me, or walks away from me...i just assume they dislike me. My stepmum says i'm too sensitive. I spoke to her about it. Ed was about the only person who cared...and i think that was only because he was having a cigarette and all his friends from his year group had gone in. Oh well.[memo:must remember to take pill]
Seeing Leighton and Emilie tonight though, so that shall be lovely...Actually...I may not...Leighton's at work till half 6 :'( I best be ringing Emilie soon to tell her. Going for a drink with Reiner after college finishes...Wooh!!! But...I have to wait about till half 5 when he is done at work.
Slap me....Now....Dave is meeting me next monday to get coffee and talk stuff over...We've tried talking stuff over before and he did the same thing this time as last time. I rang him last night, stayed nice and happy then he annoyed me so i said how he'd upset me and angered me, and i had a go at him for not speaking to me for like 2 weeks...his excuse was that he got the text i sent asking him if he was speaking to me, on a night he was very drunk...he could have checked messages the next day...tch. Im silly. But i like him. It's never going to get serious...but it'll do till i find someone who really cares for me. I'm not sure what i think of him now. It's ... confusing. Lets just see what happens monday.
I haven't done enough work for the past three weeks and my deadline is this week...i just keep coming on the net to check journals and then myspace and check when rob was last online to see when he'll write back to me so i know if he's meeting us on saturday. He's perty :) Yepp.
Dad took me for lunch today, it would have been sweeter if he had asked me and i didn't have to beg him to pay. I had a nice time. It's been so long since my dad and me have spent alone time together. He's lost a lot of money in a deal he made with a client...they backed out so he's not getting this load of money he would have got in a few weeks. I think he officially hates being a financial advisor now. Bless him. He doesn't deserve this stress. I don't want him to have another breakdown or heart problem. I'm so scared that the next time his heart fucks up that it will be the end of him. I love him to bits.
I want a cigarette...But i have no money :( Or cigarettes. EMA TOMORROW *skippedy skip* GET IN THERE!!!!