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this year is going to be so good.
can i just say that. i'm in love with half of stuyvesant high school right now?
this past summer was rough and full and wonderful and depressing and uplifting but.
i've realized now how many people i really did miss back in good ol' stuy high.
i have an almost legendary lunch period and a pretty nice schedule
and no shortage of people to hug
there are girls to smoke cigarettes after school with
and boys to pass notes to in class
teachers that talk loud enough to not fall asleep
everyone is taller and more beautiful/handsome
and finally everyone drinks and kisses and
it's finally what i though HS would be like
an it's not depressing
and i love it
love
love
love it.
god. i hate myself for everthinking that i didn't want to come back. the works a bitch, but it's worth it for some goddamn uplifting people and loud people i miss that alot. the crowds and elevators. books and notes and smiles and having to give a crap and not having to tell people my life story everyday. and. i'm just really fucking happy and going to shut up now.
thanks<3
oh yeah. i still love everyone uptown. and hate amanda like a bitch for not comming back, because i love her so much.