Nov 02, 2004 09:55
it was crazy…
i was reading over old memories which weren’t mine
(but i was so involved then)
& i swore
i could taste summer heat riding up my throat
i don’t know how we got to where we are today
but i don’t know if it’s possible to ever get back to where we were again
because i don’t know you anymore & your life was never really so bad.
I mean all of this in the best way. I always do and have. & so you know. I still care.
he called last night like he said
and I hate the fact that he never lies and I never get angry
I’m not used to a love like this.
i a m s t i l l h o p e f u l i h o p e y o u a r e t o o