Sep 21, 2005 17:29
So today I officially quit music. It's a kind of weird, almost bad feeling. Even though I'm in art, which I really enjoy basically just because it's art. But my parents aren't happy about it so then I feel guilty for trying to be happy. It's a lot bigger of a deal than I thought it would be.
On the other hand, I've joined The Circle of Friends group. I'm nervous/excited. I'm not really good with kids with special needs. But Sam, a homie from cross-country, said she'd hook me up with a really nice one, so that was nice of her. I dunno, I'm excited to finally do something good for someone else.
And I'm looking forward to the football game--it'll be my first one this year. Good stuff.
See ya later, G's
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Oh and to add on to my pile of stress, I fucked up my legs so I'm not supposed to run for the next two weeks but two of the three big league meets are within that time period (one is tomorrow) so I have to run in pain and do badly, which will probably kill me. But Cady is letting me run, which is cool. He "admires my devotion" or something. Yeah, I hope it goes better than Saturday. That was just awful. Okay bye for real now.