I really miss Chicago. Call me a baby. But the last day was really hard to leave. That damn family is hard to leave. For one I hardly see them.. Once a year is so hard to manage. Especially with a fun and loving family like this. I understand they have issues and whatnot. I mean, what families don't? But atleast they don't bicker every minute. And my cousins are very welcoming.
My cousins that I met there, one was kuya Misha, he's 19 years old and he didn't even care that I was 3 years younger than him. We opened up to each other so quickly. Not to mention he drove me places :) then I met Zack and Jeremy. The 12 year olds. Their just so jokes LOL.
Then there was 10 of us who watched Paranormal Activity that night.. 3 of us was from Canada ( brother, brothers g and myself), my two cousins from Philidelphia and 5 of them from Chicago who barely see let alone talk to each other. Me and my two cousins decide to watch Paramormal Activity but we decide to recruit people so we can chill and get to know them. By the end of the movie, it was 2 in the morning and everyone was scared shitless to go home. We ate out first, got to my cousins house around 4AM. and we chilled there and slept in oooone room like we knew each other for so long.
Mind you if I did that here in Canada with the cousins I talk to now .. It'd still be abit uncomfortable.
So yeah.. I just miss it there :/
And I'm seeming to miss it more and more everyday. Now a days I feel HOMESICK. Like what the faack. That's how messed up it is right now. I duhnno.
Just yeah. Needed to let this out so I can sleep now.
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