Aug 09, 2009 15:28
I hardly knew him. They say he took care of me while I was still in the Philippines. He was my late Lolo's brother. Rest in Peace ♥
Summer's been good to me. I won't lie. Though there's been some downs during this Summer, I don't want to let it get to me. Like come on. It's SUMMER, I'm suppose to have fun... I hate having my anger, anxiety and bad temper get in the way over stupid matters. Not that I'm gonna leave them. I mean, leave it for now. Summer = fun. Not drama. That's all I'm saying. I'm tired of being so down while I'm supposed to be relaxing and enjoying my "vacation".
august 08: went to Midland early in the morning with the family, to go to church and such. And later went to Farrell's bbq. It was fun! Though not a lot of people showed up. I kind of like it better that way AHA. I FINALLY SAW FRANCIS, after so many years! Missed him :( Playing "Ninja" in the rain was bomb-diggity and funny. Oh gosh, I love Gabby, you hilarious bitch AHAH(Trying to scare Ashley/Jasper.. epic FAIL.) . Oj's leg killed me, I wanted to hit it so bad LOL. He called me mean, and I told him I know. LOL. "POOOOSSAYY". And chin-chilling in the basement, Super mother freakin' jokes.. So much more happeened. After Anna and Toni slept over, had real talks, took shots. lol. Randomly called up Farrell again and OJ, Marc and Porky we're sleeping there. Soo talked to them dudes on the phone until 4-5ishAM until we we're completeeely knocked out. Aha.
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It's 3:20PM. I'm at my Lola's house. We just finished praying like an hour ago actually lol. And I'm on the phone with the best friend, Jordan. SAPPY NOTE YAY! This is for Jordan Marc Ferrel. :) I don't know what to say man, you just knocked some sense into me. After I finished praying, obviously I was in a mellow / crying mood I called you 'cause I needed someone to talk to. And thank you, it was the right person to call. 'Cause for some reason right when you said "Hi", I broke down. I don't know.. You've always been there for me through anything and EVERYTHING. Literally everything. You're just THAT guy that I don't care what I do around, and vise-versa you know. I really love that about you. You don't care that I'm a "GIRL" LOL, I don't have cooties. Because you just treat me as me! You show that you're soft BAHAHA, you know it! :P But yeah, your that person who's really not afraid to tell me what I need to hear and not what I want to hear. You're REAL. And now a days, That's hard to find. Everyone has their fake attitudes just to get shit out of you. Even if I've known you for a long ass time. I've never gotten tired of you. You're that cool................................. ! I love you long time, and thank you again for everything. ♥
My stomach hurts still, ugh.