friends
So i have this "friend." he tells me one day that i mean more than anyone else to him. the next day the ignores me. the day after that, he tells someone i'm ignoring him. which i'm not. i'm simply waiting for him to talk to me because it seems like he doesnt want to. we dont speak for a few weeks. today, i find out hes talking shit. that i have no friends and that him and my ex (whom i THOUGHT i was on good terms with) and "everybody" hates me. who everybody is, i do not know.
this is someone i used to consider my friend. someone who has brought nothing but drama and pain to my life. more drama and pain than the already overwhelming load i have to deal with. he told me he pushed me away to keep me from having to bear the weight of his problems, more bullshit. his problems didnt hurt me, his behavior is. and this drama is something i need to purge, once and for all, from my life.
so his life sucks, big deal. that gives him NO reason why he can make mine hell too. at one time, he meant a lot to me, and i would like to think i meant a lot to him. he says i did. thats bullshit. anyone who can ignore and tease and cause someone to hurt themselves or almost do that is not a friend. that is an enemy, and should be avoided and regarded with the greatest skepticism and disgust. that is what you are jason. an enemy. and it is all your fault. i dont know what the hell i did to you, or anyone else for that matter, but it hurts like fuck, what you're doing. so stop, and leave me alone, and anyone else who's joined jason's little delusional party, leave me the hell alone too, and let me move on.
this is someone i used to consider my friend. someone who has brought nothing but drama and pain to my life. more drama and pain than the already overwhelming load i have to deal with. he told me he pushed me away to keep me from having to bear the weight of his problems, more bullshit. his problems didnt hurt me, his behavior is. and this drama is something i need to purge, once and for all, from my life.
so his life sucks, big deal. that gives him NO reason why he can make mine hell too. at one time, he meant a lot to me, and i would like to think i meant a lot to him. he says i did. thats bullshit. anyone who can ignore and tease and cause someone to hurt themselves or almost do that is not a friend. that is an enemy, and should be avoided and regarded with the greatest skepticism and disgust. that is what you are jason. an enemy. and it is all your fault. i dont know what the hell i did to you, or anyone else for that matter, but it hurts like fuck, what you're doing. so stop, and leave me alone, and anyone else who's joined jason's little delusional party, leave me the hell alone too, and let me move on.